Another 360 in my Life

I was enjoying my shift last Friday even though J was still a little distant. I just focused on my work and spent the free time to prepare for inventory the next day. Then, I got the call of my life. I was going to transfer to another store!

I was shocked, scared to death, sad, happy in some way, and relieved. This is the real thing now I told myself. I would be running a store all by myself. I was worried about so many things. I was thinking about my transportation, the staff there, the store, and living my old one.

I can’t do anything. This will be another 360 in my life. I have to accept it, I have to live through it. I will enjoy it I know. I will get used to it I hope. I don’t know if this is a sign that I have to stop thinking about J.

Whatever God’s plan for me I will follow. I know He will lead me to good things. I hope that He knows I’ve fallen in love with J, and maybe because it’s not the right time, this is the only way I can forget him. Who knows?

~ by zenindra on June 25, 2007.