God is Good, All the Time

If there is one thing I’m happy with my life right now, it’s the relationship I have with God. For some time I never understood the things He did. I was trying to follow Him but I never really grasped the root of that relationship with Him. Sure, I prayed, I read the Bible but I never felt connected with Him. It’s actually hard to do that especially when He just took away half of your life! It’s not that I question His plan for me. It’s not that I don’t try to go with His flow. It’s the lack of trust I had in Him. I realized. Honestly, one day, after crying over a matter that breaks my heart every time, I told Him, I give up. I’ll let You do your thing. I am just a stubborn human being who doesn’t know where life is taking me! Never felt so lost in my life that day. Never felt so small and so worthless. I was nothing…..again. I slept with my eyes tired from crying.

The next day God gave me an overwhelming answer. Ever since I came here to Dubai I really wanted to work for the Emirates Group. The company who owns Emirates airlines. It’s not easy to apply in that company and it would take forever just for them to notice your on-line application. It’s the same feeling I had when I was wishing to go to La Salle for my university studies. You know, you’re thinking like, I can’t make in that company that would be a dream come true if I was ever hired by Emirates! God has other things in stored for me though.

That day was when, out of no where Emirates group called me..for an interview…..as an airport services agent!!!! My goodness!!!! When God takes everything from you He sure compensates a lot more you can never imagine!!!!! I have been waiting for this moment for 4 years!!! I can’t believe He gave me a chance! So, I took the opportunity, I did my best and thank God everyday for His blessings. With His guidance, strength and a little bit of that sense of humor I got the job. All the hurt in the past was gone, and I believe I am myself again. I’m about to start in Emirates at the end of the month. I am so excited. I am so thankful. And you know deep inside that everything will be okay, and what will happen in the future will be God’s plan for you.

I have never been happy in my life. I have finally understood God. It’s a great feeling to know that someone is guiding you and at the same time has the answers to everything. All we need to do is believe, wait, and follow. Then we will see miracles of life He has set for us. God is good, all the time

~ by zenindra on October 1, 2007.